my now

darkness in any form is terrible whether its darkness from night or darkness in any situation or thoughts it can give you nightmares , patience is a skill that can never be learned or exercised without anxiousness cos it kills one to have to wait in the dark and i worry that the longer i be patient ill end up forgetting  or its not the forgetting part cos thats a good thing ill just never forget and live with an anxious mind and many things will pass me by which i at the moment dont care about... but its up to time and my stupid heart!!