confusion

Sometimes we hurt ourselfs by creating bad situations  i dont know what i was thinking got angry for useless thngs and fucked up i thought it would help me feel better but no i just have to hurt another person n ask for karma to pay me a visit if i could just make this dissapear i would  my heart hurts soo bad sometimes i wish i was not too caring about other people its a big burden that i carry with me everyday n it hurts cos i feel others pain as if its my own

i guess the pain gets too much knowing i have no way out of this , i can only do what is right and be honest and hope that i can take whatever comes my way i will never ever play like this again should just accept that my head will never convice my heart otherwise and know i have no right to go and hurt other people even if its just words.

all ths confusion is unnecessary the only problem is that the heart never learns . i hate thngs that are without reason such things like love they never take you anywhere in life yet the heart holds on to it .